A whole new Year

It's been a long time I haven't updated my blog. But today, i suddenly felt the urge to blog. Well, year 2010 has been a very happening and stressful, but full of fun year. Here I am now sitting in front of my laptop and writing my heart out.

Okay, lets start..
So, I'm 14 ++, that means I'll be 15 this year in November 30th. I've drop too C class. I felt kind of upset. Maybe i really didn't do well in my exam last year, because i have mixed with the wrong type of friends last year, which led me into truancy, smoking, i stop going to church, and hanging out with a lot of boys like a slut. But this year, i manage to change myself, bring myself into the right way. I stopped truancy, stopped smoking, and i start going to church *praise the lord*.
Well, here are all my best friends and friends that i truly love and cherish.
Girls
1. Yvonne ( the black one)<3
2. Elayne(the pro TD player)<3
3. Delnah(the partay girl)<3
4. Natasha(the look quiet but not so quite one)<3
5. Li Jin(the doll)<3
6. Samantha(our librarian)<3
7. Jasmin Kee(the rough one)<3
8. Christina(the caring one)<3
9. Kavitha(the bookworm)<3
Boys
1. Kok Leong(the rabbit looking)
2. Thurai(the forever waiting)
3. Yee Ken(the thin one)
4. Bryan Chang(pervert face)
5. Seng Zhao(future king scout)


Well, my ex-boyfriend and I lasted for four months, and i asked for break.
Reasons
1. he controls me to much
2. no freedom
3. feelings fade
4. I fell for someone else
5. I kind of want to study

Scouts in my school is so dead. But, I'm satisfied enough with the new remaja Court Of Honor members. Welcome. :D But there is some difference for our muda Court Of Honour. We, the form three's were suppose to step down and let the form two's step up. But, we kind of feel that they are not ready yet. So we shall continue our responsibility until June. But, we got some of the "chosen ones" in our mind. On the first meeting, which was on 5th february 2010, which we were all looking forward to finally came. But unfortunately, it was a rainy day. So, we just sat down and occupy ourselves with some songs. Thanks to Chee Peng, Chee Heng, Terance, Thiam Ming, Gladwin, and most of all thanks to Ryui Bynn, for helping us out in our first meeting.

Our school scouts and some Kadet Remaja are having a expedition to Gunung Batu Putih. Our meeting is on Every MONDAY, THURSDAY and SATURDAY at 3.30pm. But, this Saturday's training is canceled due to Chinese New Year. I did not go to school today because I was tired and exhausted. So i will be going to the training later in the evening, Before that, I will be having my lunch with Shaun Lee in Seha.

My father told me that he applied scholarship for me in Singapore, so if i succeed in my PMR and get the scholarship, then i will be studying in Singapore, work there for two years, and maybe continue working there if I feel i prefer working there. When i first heard this news, i felt a sudden grief feeling in my heart. Is it because i have to leave my friends, or i haven't get what I want? But, I'm really looking forward going there.

I shall end my post here. Shall post again at night if i have the mood. bye..